Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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雨 不停落下來
花 怎麼都不開
儘管我細心灌溉 你說不愛就不愛
我一個人 欣賞悲哀
愛 只剩下無奈
我 一直不願再去猜
鋼琴上黑鍵之間 永遠都夾著空白
缺了一塊 就不精采
緊緊相依的心如何Say Goodbye
你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放開不問一句Say Goodbye
當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管
只要你能愉快＊
心 有一句感慨
我 還能夠跟誰對白
在你關上門之前 替我再回頭看看
那些片段 還在不在
Posted by dooblie at 12:40 AM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Lost
after so long...
finally we tok yest nite...
am v happy...
cos long time neva tok le...
cant believe tt we actually tok til 6am...
actually wat cant believe ite..
cos whn we tok, we always tok tis long...
i noe u hav gotten over me since yest conversation...
whn u asked me to look for other gers, am heat breaks...
juz shattered into million n zillion of pieces...
how i wish tt its e oppsite...
since u hav oreadi say tt thn i will...
like wat i hav told u b4...
i will neva leave u until u say so...
u said yest...
guess its time for me to leave le...am sry...
i gotten leave u again...
let u b by urself...
cos i need to get away n heal my heart...
reallie get over u n let our past b a beautiful memories...
u noe u r afraid tt i will leave u again...
thou u asked me to promise u tt i duun leave again cos u cant lose me...
but i reallie hav to..
juz let me b selfish tis time round...
am sry....
thou u will neva noe abt tis blog but i like e feelin like tt...
i can juz let u noe how i reallie feel...
hopefully i can forget abt u fast...
i hope la...
juz take care for now...
Posted by dooblie at 2:36 AM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Another nite
its another nite...
another nite of mizing u...
tinkin of u...
wondering wat r u doin now...
reallie dun dare to cal u le...
had a feelin tt u r avoiding me..
duno y..
mayb cos u dun reallie ans my cal or reply sms le...
i noe u r bz w ur eamxs but wun bz til tis extend i guess..
am afraid of losing u, tts y i chose to b fren in e end...
so tt at least i can noe how r u...
n whn u r feelin sad or down, i can b there...
alot of songs ive been hearing, remind me of u...
wish to let u hear but dun tink hav e chance...
am used to every nite tinkin abt u n mizing u...
mayb u always dun hav faith in urself or love...
u dun trust tt in tis world there is faithful lover...
but i can tell u...
i am...
at least til tis every moment i stil love u alot...
love u n u onli....
its not cos i dun hav other gers or other choices...
but its juz tt all i wan is u...
i juz cant move out of tt n try w other gers...
i dun wish to b unfair to em whn my heart onli got u....
stil hopin tt one fine day, u will cal me...
its weekend...
dun tink u will cal..
u will b njoying ur time w him...
evrything in tis world has a choice..
i choose to wait for u cos its wat my heart wans...
mayb after a few yrs down e road, i will move on ba...
but for now...
its juz u n u onli...
mizing u more n more, day by day...
Posted by dooblie at 3:10 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Sorry
sry.... wat is e use of saying sry?
everytime whn u cant do anythin tt u hav once promised me or whn u juz ffel tt u cant do wat i expect fr u thn u juz say sry...
but wats e use of saying sry?
cos i dun tink u reallie feel sry whn u say sry...
its not tt am calculating but everytime whn u need sumone, am always there...
but whn i need u...
wru?
juz a small wish of tokin to u less than 5 mins, juz to hear ur voice, u cant even give me to me..
sumtime i wonder abt wat u say...
r all these true..
do u reallie miz me too...
whnever u called n say miz my voice, am in cloud nine...
but now... i start to feel tt its all untrue...
u dun even show me tt u wana tok...
mayb afterall, losing me, u dun feel a thing...
mayb cos uve got him...
u always hide everything inside u...
i reallie wish to noe how u feel...
sumtime i reallie wish tt i can share ur burden...
but...
i dun tink tt will happen again...
i had a dream yest nite...
i dreamt tt u came to my hse downstair n we had meal tgt....
its a simple dream as i remebered...
but...
we were happy...
njoying every moment like we always did...
mayb its juz all my wishful tinkin...
mayb ive miz u too badly...
tts y i will hav all these dream...
but no matter wat is e reason...
i thanx God for giving me tis chance to hav tis good dream...
i will juz hang ard i guess...
til u need me, i will b there again...
i bought psp slim le...
am so happy...
wish to share w u...
but u r not there...
all u will say is tt ur exams is near n u r sry...
i noe... tts y i neva even msg or call u to tell u...
i will juz pray tt u will pass ur exams w flying colours...
oki la...
am gog to slp le...
hope tt i can dream of u again tonite,,,
i miz u...
Posted by dooblie at 1:47 AM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Posted by dooblie at 1:33 AM
ANother Night
its another any night..
wish to hear ur voice again...
read some horoscope thingy today...
it says sumthin like if i hav sumthin on mind, i sld juz voice out n let e other party noe...
e 1st thing came into my mind is to tell u i love u...
wish to tel u how much i miz u...
tonite... reallie badly hav e urge to cal u..
i dial ur no...
but cancel in e end...
worst stilll...
saw u online...
am lost...
wanted to tel u i wish to tok to u...
wish to c u...
but i didnt...
cos i noe ur exams r comin n its impt to u...
i juz wish tt am another burden of urs...
i dun wish to break ur concentration...
i hope u can reallie do well...
cos i noe by doin well in ur exams, u will b happy...
n knowin tt u r happy, i will b happy to..
i rem.. everytime see u smile, my heart will smile n melt...
everytime see u sad or moody...
i juz wish to hug u n hold u in my arms...
tell u.. dun worry...
u ve got me...
whn u fall, i wll let u fall on me...
if ive got a wish...
my wish is tt ur life will b filled w onli happiness...
i will take all ur sadness n worries....
i hope...
reallie hopin every nite tt u will juz cal...
i miz u badly...
miz everything so badly...
u said after ur exams u will come find me n we will go out...
i hope tt day will come..
trust me... i will make tt day, e happist day like last time...
every moment tt we shared...
so beautiful n happy...
us laughing our heads off...
videoing....
lookin at e silly u...
i love u...
yes... i reallie do....
Posted by dooblie at 1:23 AM
Monday, October 8, 2007
Posted by dooblie at 1:28 AM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
you
forgotten how long neva tok to u le...
hav been mizing u alot..
reallie hav e urge to to call...
reallie wish to hear ur voice...
but i noe i sldnt call..
cos if u r bz, i will b sad...
if we tok long, i will miz u more...
tryin to learn...
trying not to disturb ur life...
got so much to tok...
so much wish to share w u...
but uve got no time...
everytime i smoke, i tink of u...
once my brain is empty, its all u...
cant reallie slp recently...
keep tinkin abt u...
hoping tt one day u will juz surprise me n cal me...
mayb tts y i cant slp...
haiz...
dun tink u will cal...
i oso wun call u...
juz wana stay by ur side quietly....
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Posted by dooblie at 2:31 AM
Friday, October 5, 2007
Missing u
Hav been missing u... since long time ago...
didnt get to tok to u for a long time too...
i noe u were bz w ur exams n i dun wish to disturb u...
esp u r att now... things becum v different..
i cant juz tell u tt i miz u..
i hav been mizin u badly...
so bad tt am angry w myself tt i cant forget u..
forget abt everything tt we once shared..
i didnt noe how to let out all these...
so i decided to start tis blog...
so tt i can let out of how i reallie feel n no need to let u noe...
one stone kills two birds...
i so miz ur voice... miz ur laughters...
miz us slpin over e fone tgt...
walkin on e streets aimlessly...
i tot i can forget u...
i reallie tot so...
but its hard...
juz so hard...
i did try... reallie...
conceled all my love for u n show u tt i can b ur frenz...
but its reallie hard for me...
alot of time i hav e urge to cal u n juz tell u tt i miz u...
or tell u tt i love u...
b w me...
i will give u e best tt i can give...
but i cant...
i didnt noe y...
whn i looked into ur eyes, i juz go weak...
so shy til i dun even noe y...
i wish i can b like other guys tt is gog after u...
they can juz show n say...
but i reallie duno how to...
onli whn am drunk, i found all e courage to tell u how i reallie feel...
i might once b a flirt in ur eyes...
but e onli thing i can swear n stay firm on is tt...
on e very day we start gog out tgt, i dun anymore...
in my eyes, my mind, my heart...
theres onli u n u onli...
if i do hav a chance now, i will stand up n tell e whole wide world tt i love u...
i will protect u from all e harms n onli give happiness in ur life...
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