Monday, June 15, 2009
went pubbing
for such long time i didnt enjoy myself oreadi...
finally... thou i cldnt drink much tht nite, it was FUN!!!
had so much laughters and fun...
usual la.. got crappy jo, crazy penny and all the fun loving ppl...
conclusion all freaking high and drunk expect me... :(
cos ive got wrk the next day so must control...
but seeing them enjoying themselves, am happy too... :)
next mth shall organize again...
organizer hoh... pls make another gathering next mth...
all the jobs will leave to u...
LOL...
we go le bar...
penny says the martell there cheaper...
lol... yes... am a CHEAPO...
DRINK DRANK DRUNK !!!! :P
Posted by dooblie at 3:29 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
lei le
wo xiang wo shi zhen de lei le...
i duno and dun und why would i keep thinkin abt u...
funny thing is tht whn i think abt u, i dun feel sad..
actually i feel happy... mayb cos the memories we once shared is all so happy...
i actually wanted to sms u but i just cant bring myself to do so...
am so emotionally unstable and insecure which cause me losing my fren ard me...
am sry to lose my temper on u again...
i know am giving u fucking attitude...
its not tht i dun give a damn abt u and our frenship...
actually i did talk to jo abt this...
jo say me and what she says is correct..
i expect too much...
i give a tot abt it...
i know is my attitude...
i wont dare to ask for our frenship back again...
cos i duno when i will go crazy again and hurt u again..
so its better to leave things this way now...
somehow i duno how to break the silence and ask u to forgive me again..
pls do trust me tht hurting u is the last thing i wan..
but i just duno why somehow or rather, i always ended up causing pain in yr life...
am learning and i hope i can understand...
jo ah.. thank u wor...
thanx for being so frank and str forward towards me so i und and learn...
sry to those tht ive hurted b4..
sry.. most of the time whn i speak, it dont filter by my brain..
i reallie dont mean it if ive made anybody pissed or angry with me..
lastly... take care my fren and am reallie sorry...
Posted by dooblie at 6:20 AM
