Wednesday, September 24, 2008
wow...
THANX AUNTI...
thanx for e fantstic blog..
so damn nice..
n i so damn love it...
heheheh....
thanx for all ur hard wrk...
hahahah....
Posted by dooblie at 10:22 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
new job new life
got a new job...
today started my new job...
so damn love it...
so fun..
so relax...
my sup is like damn good...
hopefully i can stay there for long...
hopefully i no need wrk over at e main branch...
so happy w my life now...
having my best aunti n twinnie...
juz so happy tt everything is gog fine again...
no longer lost... :)
Posted by dooblie at 11:12 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
am juz another jerk
i noe i hav been mean...
i noe i hav been bad..
i noe its all not ur faults...
i noe all e probs lies in me...
am sry...
i didnt mean to hurt u..
am sry...
i didnt noe things will turn out tis way..
i juz didnt noe y will i b like tt...
i noe i got probs...
i noe ive expect alot fr u...
i noe it has been hard for u...
but all i can say is tt am sry...
i noe u hav been tryin hard to und me n mit my expectations...
dun b so xin ku le..
cos i dun und myself too...
wat jo n aunti say is correct...
i love u too much...
tts y i will expect so much fr u...
its so unfair to u...
juz leave n lead ur happy life w/o me...
u will b beta off w/o me...
at least u will hav less a person to quarrel n argue w u...
to make u so unhappy n moody...
lastly....
am blessed to hav noe u b4...
am blessed to hav shared so much w u b4...
am blessed to hav u by my side b4...
tale care...
Posted by dooblie at 10:45 PM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
long journey
ive not been feelin gd...
i noe theres something wrong in me...
i noe i hav been avoiding to noe my true self...
i noe am afraid to learn who i reallie am...
i need ur attention...
i wan u to listen to me...
i noe i sldnt expect...
n i dun wan to...
cos i noe theres juz so little tt u can give it to me...
cos uve so much probs urself...
so many other ppl tt need ur attention...
i dun wish to b another one tt add on to ur burdens...
so i decided to deal everything by myself...
i noe i hav to deal w all these sooner or later...
i guess...
its TIME...
am not leaving u...
i hope u can und...
but i juz need time for myself...
i need time to search for my true self...
i need time to stable myself emotionally, physically n finacially...
everything in my life is juz so not rite now...
all e things in my life is juz so freakin wrong now...
i reallie duno how to make everything rite again...
am lost n afraid...
i noe u r a srtong ger tt believe in fairytales...
but sumtime in life, theres reallie no fairytales...
my heart so ache...
my brain so pain...
i need to walk tis journey of searchin myself alone...
i guess...
u will not realise e diff if i didnt sms u or call u...
so...
am juz gog to do everythin quietly...
take care in tis meanwhile...
Posted by dooblie at 9:12 PM
