Friday, February 27, 2009
i still miss u
time seems to pass so slowly...
eventhou its only been barely a month since u left me...
but to me, it seems like yrs has passed...
went harbour front for interview that day...
i dont even dare to look at u...
all i dare is to peek...
i still miss u...
flashes of u still come into my mind...
i wont look for u...
cos i know u will b better off w/o me...
at least u hav a prob less to worry or think abt..
sometime, i would wonder do u think of me too...
but its no longer impt..
as long as i know, i still think of u, its more than enuf...
i hope u will b happy...
i hope u will b safe...
i dont mind just stay down here and miss u...
Posted by dooblie at 6:54 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
tears juz roll down
after so long..
tears finally roll down fr my eyes...
i tot am strong...
i tot she dun mean anything...
i tot ive got no more tears...
but am all wrong...
tears juz sudddenly roll down from my eyes...
i asked her... how can she b so heartless...
she didnt reply at all...
i told her tt i wish to c her...
her reply; but i dont wana c u...
my heart drop, torn and duno where is it now...
i totally cant feel it now...
after so long of running away, now that i dare to face it..
face e pain, e wound, e ache and she no longer bother...
its gd..
gd that she is so heartless..
cos tis is e only way, i will leave and dun bother her..
i reallie dun dare to love anymore or again..
reallie... too much pain for me to handle..
love... so painful yet so addictive...
mayb its all juz my wishful thinking that she do like me...
she hurt me real bad...
i duno wat ive done to deserve all these..
but i juz hope that everything will b over real soon...
watever karma that i sld recieve...
sld all juz stop...
ive got enuf..
i hope she will b happy...
i hope she will b beta off w/o me...
i hope she will find someone that will treat her gd...
i hope she can find happiness...
reallie.. i wan her to b happy..
i hope...
Posted by dooblie at 5:40 AM
