Tuesday, October 21, 2008
so late
its getting so late...
i supose to feel slpy...
am tired but cant slp...
my slping prob is still there...
i fall in love w a song...
a sad sad song...
mayb tis song reminds me of u...
upon hearing it, everything juz floats back...
promise we once made...
words we once said...
places we once went...
memories we once had...
things tt we once shared...
its not easy letting go...
am not a heartless freak...
i might pretend or show tt i dun care is cos i dun wana get myself hurt again...
in e end... am human too...
i cant juz brush away everything like tt thou i wish to...
its not easy, not as simple as u tot...
not showing, doesnt i dun care...
not asking, doesnt mean no more concerns abt u...
not tinking, doesnt mean i can forget...
walking away, doesnt mean i dun love u anymore...
its juz tt i und, we r beta off like tt..
doesnt mean i accpet all these willingly but i will still accept...
as long as u r happy, i will b too...
reallie....
Posted by dooblie at 1:45 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
lappie lappie
finally got my new lappie le...
hehehhehe... so kind of aunti...
acc me all e way to jurong, collect my lappie n help me to do my lappie thingy...
aunti is such a big part of my life...
sumtime i wonder wat will i do if i lost her...
such great fren n buddy...
sumtime i reallie feel tt she is like my mother...
sumtime i feel tt she is like my gf...
hahhahah...
cos she is so in my life n all gers tt i like will get jealous abt her...
mayb cos all i tok abt is her ba...
so funny to hav e tot of it...
met ah jo n penny( our new gang click)....
watch dvd tgt n as usual...
we crap alot..
didnt tok much today...
juz in e mood to b quiet...
hahhaha... act like am a thinker...
LOVE...
no gog to tink so much..
wat will b will b...
theres alot other beta things for me to stay focus at now...
like focusing on wrk...
my life...
my aunti, twinnie, penny n yq...
my new lappie....
my mummy...
so lame but true..
but still hoping tt my miss rite will appear soon...
Posted by dooblie at 1:12 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
reading ur blog
everytime read ur blog, am down...
i guess i cant blame u..
i left u too many time...
so many time til i dun trust myself anymore too...
heart ache whn u dun need me anymore...
heart ache whn u didnt mention abt me anymore...
but am happy tt u hav a great life now...
take care my fren...
Posted by dooblie at 11:35 PM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
everythings seem so fine
tis is e new tattoo i wana put...
stil tinkin where sld i put it...
so love it cos i love tt ger tt hav it...
wana put sumthing similar but same colour..
cant wait to hav new tattoo again...
but thn... hav to save le...
cos hav more impt n beta plans ahead...
so lookin forward for aug...
i tink we will hav great fun...
Posted by dooblie at 11:58 PM
my love n one n onli love
Posted by dooblie at 12:28 AM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
burst of anger
i burst out on my sup today...
guess sumtime she is alittle irritating...
i still prefer to wrk w my gay in charge..
he is cool man...
wrk w him(her) is so relaxing n fun lol...
am kinda taken aback tt u go put ur tattoo, n u neva tell me...
my life seems so fine now..
w my aunti, twinnie n yq is back..
but tts e more i fear..
cos i noe tt whn everything seems so rite, it will juz go so wrong w a twist of fate..
i duno..
i decided to quit smoking..
for e 1st time, not cos of anyone but i juz feel tt its not worthy anymore...
hope i can reallie stay thru tis...
thou its reallie damn hard to stop e urge, i will try my best...
mayb u hav move on le..
tts gd oso cos i dun deserve anything fr u....
