Friday, February 22, 2008
duno y
theres alot of things tt i duno y...n i dun und y...i duno y i cant slp at nite...i duno y my heart will feel so lonely...i duno y i will tink of u...i duno y i will still miz u...i duno yi will still wana write in here...i duno y whn i c e pics of u n him, i feel down...i told myself to forget u...i told myself not to view ur profile...i told myself not to write in here again...but everything juz dun wrk out...places i go, i tinnk of u...things i saw i wish to buy for u...tots in my mind, i wish to share w u...i went back drinkin...tts e onli way i can slp well at nite...tts e onli way tt i can stop tinkin of u..at least its awhile...dun ask y i love u so much...cos i duno y i fall so deep oso...guess we juz no fate...guess god tink tt we r not meant for each other...guess its juz life...guess i will feel beta...
Posted by dooblie at 1:01 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
past
everything cums to an end le...
saw ur facebook..
u deleted our pics...
good la..
like tt mayb ii can reallie move on....
am scared....
scared in being into another r/s...
nobody und...
sumtime i reallie wish to call u...
duno whether isit wish to hear ur voice or wish to tok to u...
everytime i smoke i tink of u...
everytime i tink of u, i smoke...
life is funny i guess...
but oso good la...
w a guy , at least u can c a future w him...
w me...
theres nth....
love cant substain anything...
mayb one day mayb...
mayb i will let u go n forget abt u...
guess.... soon u will forget abt me...
mayb u hav oreadi forgotten abt me...
tink i will stay alone...
juz to b fair to others n me, myself....
Posted by dooblie at 5:47 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
didnt noe
didnt expect tt i will write in here again...ya....so many things happened..but i tink it happen for a reason...oso good la...like tt i can reallie focus of wat i wan in life...to strike for more things in my life...has been feelin down..but thn juz feel tt its a gd n bad thing....hope things will b gog smoothly on ur side...
Posted by dooblie at 9:46 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
hahahaha
one day 2 posts...
she says le...
she said it...
she wan me to move on...
she dun feel for me at all...
hahhahaha....
so funny...
y i so stupid...
love her so much...
she wans me to move on...
am nth in her eyes..
i sld hav noe it...
but i juz hope...
i tot one fine day she will b ouched by my sincerity...
my tears flow down e v moment she asked me to move on...
my heart dies....
its died le...
i wun like or love any body anymore...
am dead...
Posted by dooblie at 11:56 PM
am sad
am sad....
so fucking sad...
these few days i dun feel gd...
i duno y n dun und y...
auntie called me e other day...
she say she saw u w jer in town....
quarrelling...
i start to wonder...
y tt time i dun fight for u...
y i dun dare to tell u tt i reallie love u whn am not drunk...
at least i noe i try...
knowing tt u so unhappy, am v sad...
whn a knife piecred u once, it pierced me twice as deep...
i duno y u always dun trust me...
i start to wonder do u reallie like me b4...
i tink e ans is a YES...
cos u hav change urself last time for me...
i noe u att now...
so i hav neva disturb u...
but sumtime...
jzu sumtime....
i reallie juz wish to tell u...
yiqi...
dun b guys...
they hurt u...
come to me...
i promise u...
i will love u til old...
i will give u e best tt i can ever give...
i will wrk hard n strike for more so tt u can hav a comfortable life...
i love u...
dun leave me...
i will neva make u cry n will onli wan laughters in ur life...
but i dun dare...
not cos i dun bleieve tt i cant do it...
mayb whn u reallie love tt person, e harder for u to tell tt person tt u love her...
u didnt reply me at msn...
am so sad...
i reallie juz wish to noe e ans...
so i can move on...
if u neva like me b4...
but a little wish fr me, u oso dun grant it....
nvm... i und....
Posted by dooblie at 11:01 PM
