Wednesday, December 12, 2007


so long


its been quite awhile since i last write in here...
saw u online so late...
tot can tok to u but b4 i can suggest to u, u offline le...
guess no fate...
recently theres sumone new in my life...
autie they all keep askin me to go ahead...
but nobody can und wat i reallie wan...
i stil cannot forget u...
i dun wish to b unfair to anybody...
i did try to move on....
try to go o out w her n tok to her...
but whnever i tok to her, ur image keep floatin into my mind...
like i go out w auntie they all, its e same thing..
i will keep rem abt last time how happy were we...
e things tt we hav done n e places tt we hav been to...
i miz u so much n so badly...
but i didnt msg u os cal u cos i didnt wana disturb ur life...
its not cos i dun love u anymore but ive learnt...
loving u is to let u b happy...
hav all e happiness...
at least now i noe if u hav any prob, u can always come to me n i will always b there for u...
i told auntie they tt i dun wish to b w tt ger but they dun und...
everytime i mention abt u, they juz say i sld forget abt u...
but its reallie not tt easy...
not as simple as 123....
i duno how long more i need o take to forget u....
alot of time, i wish to ask u out but am juz afraid...
afraid tt once i c u, e harder it is for me to let u go...
i reallie hope tt by writting all these out, can at least help me ease abit...
u neva once trust tt am ture to u, i didnt noe how to show u too...
but as long as i noe...
am stil here...
stil here waiting for u...

Posted by dooblie at 1:11 AM