Wednesday, December 19, 2007


xmas


xmas eve comin soon...
1st yr w/o u...
will juz celebrating w aunti they all quietly...
recently i realized tt am weird...
duno since whn i start to feel tt am sick...
i hav problem....
after u...
whn theres gers who like me, i wun like em or wana try but once i noe sumone else interested in em or tt they like other ppl thn i will go after em...
am tinkin tt am such a JERK....
its not e rite way...
i duno who i reallie like le...
mayb cos i always conceal how i reallie feel ba...
last yr u were w ur family n am at 62...
even thou club n drink i stil miz u...
tis yr w/o...
i duno how i will pass thru...
but i noe i will...
like many other occasions...
i tink foru...
u will b out njoying urself w him...
for me...
i will try to njoy out w em...
i miz u lah...
trying to get used of my everyday life w/o...
luckily u wun get to noe abt tis blog...
if not, u sure tink tt am a sicko...
onli date for barely 6 mth n am so into u le...
hahhahaa....
to me...
its not e length of time...
its e amt of love tt ive put in...
guess i can say , ive reallie put in alot...
much more thn ive expected...
so much moments tt weve once shared...
i reallie duno how to cast those away...
mayb time will reallie ease everything ba...
slowly lol...
i will c wat time do...
oki la...
hope u njoy ur xmas n b happy w ur every day life...

Posted by dooblie at 3:08 AM