Wednesday, January 30, 2008


general updates


finally got a chance to up date le...
23rd...
am drunk...
drunk as usual....
drunk like fuck...
msged her again..
mornin wake up saw wat ive msged her...
didnt regret at all...
cos i reallie miz her..
drinkin can reallie give me courage..
at least its enuf for me to tell her tt i miz her n reallie love her alot...
as usual, she neva reply...
cos she is sadover her results n tink tt am tokin nonsense again...
24th...
my actual bday...
went to eat CRABS..
so damn nice..
celebrated w aunti n ah jo...
went KTV..
sing for 5 hrs...
5 long hrs...
sing til no voice...
all become man after tt....
25th...
went back to wrk...
slog my usual life again...
yest...
i tok to her...
knowing tt she is hurted...
it hurt me too...
i can feel e pain inside her...
e grief tt she is grieving abt...
my heart so ache n so pain...
i wish tt theres something i can do to ease her pain...
take all her misery away...
so...
e least i can do is to joke w her...
try to make her smile...
acc her to slp over e fone n sing for her...
i duno whther will she feel beta anot but at least i noe, ive try my best...
if God reallie love us...
i wish i can take all her pain n unhappiness...
i wish she will mit her mr rite...
at least someone who will treasure n cherish her...
eventhou i can feel tt she dun like me anymore...
i will still love her n stay by her side...
she went to play mahjong...
hope at least she will feel beta...
gog to slp le...
so tired...

Posted by dooblie at 3:24 AM