Tuesday, July 15, 2008
clear minded
through laudrick, i gotta noe uncle charlie...
from uncle charlie i learn alot...
he is like a fortune teller but he is reallie gd..
i feel tt he can almost c me through...
i asked him abt my business, he say its gd n ask me not to worry...
tml am gog to ask him abt love...
i duno wat is he gog to tell me n guide me along..
but fr him i reallie learn alot..
i c myself clearer now..
i noe wat i wan n i noe who i wan...
he made me realize wat am i looking for...
he made me found myself which i tink lost long ago...
true enuf..
les life is not easy route..
but since i chose it...
i will endure n walk it nicely..
ive found e purpose of me of becomin les in e 1st place...
is to b w e one i love n make her happy...
even if it onli last one day...
yes...
it is to njoy every moment n not lookin ofr e perfect one...
no one in tis world is prefect...
after tt day tokin to him, i realize tt i dun love u anymore..
i sld love myself more...
wat he says is true...
whn i fall for a person, i will give everything, e best tt i can ever give...
suddenly tots strike me..
whn he says wat if tt person leave u?
wat if tt person b w u juz bcos u treat her gd...
i realize tt i sld love myself...
no more hurt for myself...
for now...
which ever gers come, i will juz accept w an open heart...
juz do watever tt makes me happy...
do watever i please n like...
u cant accept les, u cant love me...
its ur lost..
not mine...
i will n i can get someone who share my same beliefs too...
one day....
Posted by dooblie at 3:30 AM
