Saturday, August 2, 2008
FIRED
am being fired by my boss...
he says cos my attitude sux..
i tink he juz hate me to core...
i dun mind at all tt he fired me...
but y muz he use such harsh words...
my tears hanging ard my eyes...
i hold strong n didnt cry...
after i walk out, i call chel...
i noe she muz b slpin but i reallie need to tok to her...
she is reallie a great fren...
she wake up upon hearing me cried...
eventhou she onli hav 4 hrs slp, she still acc to uncle charlie...
uncle charlie says forgive n foget...
if not i dun feel gd myself...
yea... i noe its v true...
but how to forgive n forget?
i can bless him...
i can dun hold any anger but am hurt..
by all those words tt he.s use on me...
it keeps floating in my mind...
thn i went to mit aunti n ah jo...
sumtime i reallie tink tt i ask for it...
so many ppl advise me to leave but yet i didnt...
alot of my frenz oreadi says tt he is not a gd boss...
but i juz hope...
tot mayb he will hear me out n wrk things out but i was wrong....
mayb i sldnt even try at all...
now everyone at e coffeeeshop tink tt am e bad guy..
but uncle charlie got say...
watever is rite or wrong is no longer impt....
ya...
no longer impt...
i sld b happy n glad tt nite mares r over...
follow aunti n ah jo to sg flyer...
so damn nice but not practical to take e ride...
after tis incident...
i realize tt i do hav alot ppl who care for me...
in a person life, she will onli hav a true fren...
but for me...
am v lucky...
i hav 3...
one is my beloved aunti...
one is my beloved twinnie...
n chel....
am glad tt i can clear up my tots n b frenz w her...
tis a e best ending...
soojin did ask wat happen, but juz too lazy to tell...
n i hav v supportive family too...
thou i noe my mummy is v hurt whn i cried...
cos in her life, ive neva cry so hard b4...
i noe her heart ache...
but thanx to him...
i will learn n grow...
thank you aunti n ah jo for accompanying me...
thank you chel... thou we dun contact as often but i noe u will always b there for me whnever i need u....
thanx mummy...dun worry so much abt me...
i will take e fall, stand up n walk out of it...
learn...
i love u guys...
mummy... i love u...
Posted by dooblie at 6:07 AM
