Sunday, September 7, 2008
long journey
ive not been feelin gd...
i noe theres something wrong in me...
i noe i hav been avoiding to noe my true self...
i noe am afraid to learn who i reallie am...
i need ur attention...
i wan u to listen to me...
i noe i sldnt expect...
n i dun wan to...
cos i noe theres juz so little tt u can give it to me...
cos uve so much probs urself...
so many other ppl tt need ur attention...
i dun wish to b another one tt add on to ur burdens...
so i decided to deal everything by myself...
i noe i hav to deal w all these sooner or later...
i guess...
its TIME...
am not leaving u...
i hope u can und...
but i juz need time for myself...
i need time to search for my true self...
i need time to stable myself emotionally, physically n finacially...
everything in my life is juz so not rite now...
all e things in my life is juz so freakin wrong now...
i reallie duno how to make everything rite again...
am lost n afraid...
i noe u r a srtong ger tt believe in fairytales...
but sumtime in life, theres reallie no fairytales...
my heart so ache...
my brain so pain...
i need to walk tis journey of searchin myself alone...
i guess...
u will not realise e diff if i didnt sms u or call u...
so...
am juz gog to do everythin quietly...
take care in tis meanwhile...
Posted by dooblie at 9:12 PM
