Tuesday, November 18, 2008
6 AM
its oreadi 6am now n i stil cant slp..
i realized tt ive been smoking more n eating lesser nowaday...
everytime whn i need to tink, i'll wana smoke...
recently ive been tinkin alot..
today ive open tok w her...
everything is clear but i duno y but i cant give up..
mayb cos ive neva met a ger who has been so honest to me...
n wat she has said make sense too...
now is reallie not e time to tink abt love n r/s...
reallie need to tink for career n money...
both of us juz got some much burdens...
thou she told me tt b frenz r beta..
normally i will juz leave..
am surprised..
amazed..
i didnt leave...
am stil staying by her side n shower her w my care n concern..
mayb cos she is honest to me ba..
she explained everything in DETAILS...
actually... i feels tt no need to b in a r/s..
as long as both of us r happy thn can le..
she did tell me tt shes happy whn am ard..
hahahaha... silly her..
juz like a little child...
i guess i will juz stay on...
n not tink so much le...
my biggest prob...
i always tink too much n expect too much...
i sld let go of all these bad habits...
its time for me to let go of e past n embrace my future...
thanx aunti n twinnie...
thanx for not giving me up n stayin by my side...
thanx for being so patience w me n neva once abandon me whn i needed u guys...
tis time round...
ive reallie realize my mistake n am learnin from it...
cos its for my own good...
hehehehe... thanx worz...
i miz u so badly...
a simple smile from u can juz brighten my whole day...
Posted by dooblie at 5:56 AM
