Sunday, November 9, 2008
weird weird dream weirdo me
recently keep having weird dreams...
dreams tt i sldnt b dreaming...
cos e story of tt dream sld hav ended long ago...
it makes me start to wonder...
yes aunti...
i noe i sldnt tink so much...
went out to drink w yaya n her frenz...
lookin at em, makes me feel old...
allow me to tink n reflect on certain things in my life...
i hope am not being impulsive...
i tink tis time round i reallie noe wat i wan...
am reallie sure wat i sld do..
yes indeed tt i like u n u might hav feeling for me..
but both of us noe tt its juz not e rite time for us yet...
ive always been sure abt love whn i look back at my younger time..
mayb after so long not being att...
i was unsure for awhile...
but now i realize...
e timing is not rite...
juz not rite yet eventhou sometime in e middle of e nite, i wish i wasnt alone...
somehow or rather,deep down inside me..
i believe tt whn e time is rite for me n whn am rdy, God will noe..
n by tt time, e rite one will reallie show up...
i tink i reallie need to focus on some other things rather than love now...
so part of me is still missing u...
Posted by dooblie at 5:40 AM