Tuesday, June 2, 2009
lei le
wo xiang wo shi zhen de lei le...
i duno and dun und why would i keep thinkin abt u...
funny thing is tht whn i think abt u, i dun feel sad..
actually i feel happy... mayb cos the memories we once shared is all so happy...
i actually wanted to sms u but i just cant bring myself to do so...
am so emotionally unstable and insecure which cause me losing my fren ard me...
am sry to lose my temper on u again...
i know am giving u fucking attitude...
its not tht i dun give a damn abt u and our frenship...
actually i did talk to jo abt this...
jo say me and what she says is correct..
i expect too much...
i give a tot abt it...
i know is my attitude...
i wont dare to ask for our frenship back again...
cos i duno when i will go crazy again and hurt u again..
so its better to leave things this way now...
somehow i duno how to break the silence and ask u to forgive me again..
pls do trust me tht hurting u is the last thing i wan..
but i just duno why somehow or rather, i always ended up causing pain in yr life...
am learning and i hope i can understand...
jo ah.. thank u wor...
thanx for being so frank and str forward towards me so i und and learn...
sry to those tht ive hurted b4..
sry.. most of the time whn i speak, it dont filter by my brain..
i reallie dont mean it if ive made anybody pissed or angry with me..
lastly... take care my fren and am reallie sorry...
Posted by dooblie at 6:20 AM
